Devil in disguise

Sunday, July 10, 2005
okayys. last niite was de thirdd time ii dreamt of jay. hahahs.
first dream: ii was walkiin to sch larrx. thn tis white car [[hopefully AE86 x))] stopped beside miie. thn dde door open thn de person iinside pull miie iin. hahas. i was sorta kidnapped. thn ther jay was sittin besidde miie. burt damn. yy wasnt hhe de one driviin ?! thn can see hiim drive sho cool voooom vooom. ahhas. kkx. stop crappin. thn ltr ii went to hiis hse i tink. yahh. thn ii was siiting on his bed larrx. bed damn biig and nice. hahas. thn ii was lookiin at de lights. beri fanciful. hahas. thn after tt no more liaos. =(( nbermind. still niice dream. iif jay rly kidnap miie one ddae liddis ii damn happy. =x
second dream: hahas. ii had another dream befur tt burt wadeva. thn ltr ii found maiiself iin a dark room larhhs. hahahs. thn ii realised tt ii was iin jay's concert. haahs. ii seem to be the onii one ther. burt heck. at least ii haf hiim all fer maiiself. hahahs. thn hhe sae "xian zai wo yao gei ni men chang yi shou ge" hahahas. meaniin: iim gona sing you a song now. ahhahs. thn maii damn freakiin ass alarm clock ringg. damnit. if nort ii can hear hiim siing. DAMN LAHH. burt still. ii get tu dream of hiim. smiles.
third dream: okk. tis was a nitemare. haiis. hope iit doesnt come true. ok. iit was iin dde nite. thn thunder and lightning. heavy rain. haiis. thn jay was sick. HAIISHH. maii dear lao gong siick. ii damn heart paiin. okk. thn dde ah mu was sleepiin beside hiim. thn jay's father was like. taking care of hiim lahh. haiis. damn heart pain. luckily jay nber diie iin maii dream. iif nort ii sure cry. haiishh. luckily ii wake upp. if nort see hiim suffer more. =((( badd dream. burt at least ii still dreamt of jay.!! hahahas. ii l0ve hiim to dde core.
JAY <3
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